guilt and pity and anger.

WHY WHY WHY

did he just tell me that he loves me?

we're done. we're through.

you ended it over a year ago.
you said you were in love with another girl.

what in the hell happened to her?

to "hopelessly?"

to telling me that, apparently, my feelings were stronger?

I don't know what he expects me to do.

erase those months of getting over him?

leave my incredible boyfriend?

use that word back?

I'm tired of feeling like other people's broken hearts are my fault.
I'm tired of apologizing for moving on, for being independent and strong.
and I'm tired of your feelings.
I'm done. I'm through.

life is wonderful.

I'm 18 today.
I had an amazing weekend.

I have a new camera and Broadway tickets.

All is right with the world.

I find this funny:

when gay people and foreigners support conservative candidates who in no way want to represent gay people or foreigners.

...Really?

I also find it funny that people I know actually believe Sarah Palin could run this country. Why is there a Palin 2012 Facebook group? Especially so soon after the election. Please, at least wait until 2011. Give Barack a chance to prove himself, and then you may properly unveil your ignorance. Let me have the illusion of your intelligence for a couple of years.

Thank GOD Obama won.

(Lookie there, a liberal that believes in God. You thought it was a Bigfoot thing, didn't you?)